Angels

Every day i always try to treat people the very best especially if i dont know them .. I think Angels are omong us and sometimes they are visible only to me or everyone sees them .. Stuff like that ... It makes me a better person Cause I know I am called to love ..So anyway I was sitting here thinking about how God has put his own special angels in my life. How grateful i am to be able to have people in my life that i feel God put in my life that were drawn to me ..and i drawn to them threw Godly Relationships.... The bible says some have " entertained angels without knowing it" Hebrew 13:2

Kevin - Words- To listen and to worship whole heartedly

Val - Unconditional Love - Everlasting

Carlos - No judgement - I am pure in the eyes of God

Rachel- Peace- Walk in Peace

Debbie - Education - Doing things that even when it dont make since at the time it does to one person , finding me where i was and taking me to where i should be

Estella- Dignity - Never take it from anybody

Heather - Time - Just cause you dont see or talk to someone everyday does not mean things change

Mary - Sisters- Godly sisters , everybody needs some (relationships threw Christ)

These are just some of my Angels that have taught me so much in their own special way..
In life as a child I lacked some guidance in areas but God made sure i did not go without and for that i am very grateful ....

There are men and Women who make the world better just by being the kind of people they are. They have the gift of kindness or courage or loyalty or integrity. It really matters very little whether they are behind the wheel of a truck or running a business or bringing up a family . They teach the truth by living it
James Garfield

Baby Robert

Peek a Boo I see you

My Vacuum Cleaner

I baby Sit My nephew Robert during the week I wanted to let you all share some of weekly moments with me.He is going to be one on April 10 He is so big ... He is constantly pulling anything that is under my couch out down to the smallest speck , It is so funny!!

Long Update .... LOL..... :)

Well I had Wanted to keep this updated but I been SO Busy so i am just going to go ahead and try and catch up and start again..... LOL .... Well My birthday was Sunday and I have to say I had a very good birthday I actually really loved it!!! I turnded 23 and I feel liked I aged for 8 yrs in one yr. I have Done so much Growing in my heart or shall I say God has done so much growing in me. ...... I woke up late cause i been sick for like two weeks, now. I had a horrible cough and at night it was worse. I was being stubborn and didnt want to go to the hospital .... or to the doctor .... I kept just wanting to be healed .... But then i was remindede that is why

God created doctors. So all in all I went to the doctor yesterday which was Monday and I have Bronchitis I was swelling under my chest but I have Meds now and Should Be fine soon. I have to say that God has really been giving me alot of peace and calmness even though i been really sick it never felt that bad ...... So anyway back to my Birthday I woke up late, then went to church ... I really enjoyed it!! Then I went to eat at Henrys with just like 6 People .It was interesting ..... After that i went to the Cemetary , When i was younger i used to always want my mom to see me on my birthday. So i decided to go to the cemetary and clean the ground where she is laid at .... The flowers that are laid on the ground where so dead they were the ones from the funeral .... ALot of them did not fit in the trash bag I took .I took a 55 Gallon bag and they all did not fit and even though they were dead the thorns on the roses still pricked my skin hard enough to draw blood....I left one pile of flowers cause they were the only fake ones and had color... There was also alot of those Long candles with Saints on them and Like A statue of a saint ... My mom is buried in the catholic part of the cemetary and her friends had left her candles and some other stuff which they believe will help her get to heaven. It is believed that she dont go to heaven till 3 days after she passes cause that is what Jesus did and the candles are supposed to help her get there faster or easier something like that. I am not to sure I dont know much about all of that ...But anyway the reason I looked into it was cause I threw everything away cause it was so dirty no one has gone out there. It all looked like a pile of trash so i cleaned it so it looks pretty and nice, I ended spending like two hrs out there ... It may sound weird But i like how quite it is out there. I read a story the other night and it pointed out how the cemetary is the only place where you can go and no one has problems.... Well after that we went to see a friend and then went to eat with my friend priscilla and her Husband and their Daughter .We went to Cheddars it was good, then we went to their house and played Catch Phrase It was Fun!! SO any way before that as you all may Know my mom passed Feb 13, She assperated then it turned into a heart attack . During that time Angel went back to live with has mom it was alot for me to deal with so i was just going to send him till after the funeral but it was such a big deal for everyone that I decided it is better if he stays with his mom and she dont feel like it is a option to have him. God gave him to her not me and she is his mother ....So it is just better this way .... So it is weird to not have any kids at my house ..... Lets just say a little more quite and calm and most of all not so much routine .... Well after that like around Feb 27 or something like that I got a car the funny thing is that it is standard 5 speed I could not drive it off the lot because I didnt know how to drive standard .... Well at first I was so nervous it was hard for me so I decided to pray about it for one whole day FOR knowledge and patience and peace. The next day i got in my car and i of course did not know how to drive it but i did it i slowly got the car into each gear and when i stalled i did not freak out i just turned it back on and started again I know God is with me in my car and I love it !!( He is with me everywhere i go) :) So anyway I have been good I feel Like i am going on and on .... LOL .... but i was sitting here thinking about how for as long as I could remember I wanted to be a child I use to want for someone to just scoop me up in there arms and Hug me and hold me and tell me about there life experiences and how they learned from it and to just welcome me. Well most of all i wanted to be a part of a family and someones daughter. I would say ,but now it is all so different for me i know that i am adopted in Christ and I have a family and I am so so so loved. In time if God desires it for me i will have a Godly Husband and a Family But for now I am ok and very loved by people in my Lif e... I just love it !!!

Angels Photo Shoot

Angel Loves that movie Baby Geniuses. It is about some baby that are kept in a lab and one runs away ..... he has esp with his twin brother that is with another family.....Well the baby runs away from the lab and the first night he stays the night in the mall. Tries on all these outfits, he tries on a tuxedo, and break dances in front of a mirror. Well Angel asked for a suit like that and i found one about three months ago .... he has been wanting to wear it but I did not ever get a chance to go buy a white under shirt .....Well friday I was looking in his closet and saw it and i tried it on him it was tight .... He was so excited he wanted me to fix his hair in corn rolls but it is to short, then spikes on the side and down in the front, like the scooby doo movie. I couldnt get it so we settled for it slicked back which i did not like but the clothes where tight. So it all kind of went and it was all him so that was kind of cool ..... Well he wanted us to take pics and he loves the visitor center so i took him once we were there he was all over the place like a monkey. He climb all over the place. Well he was like take a picture of me here after like ten I was like ok we are done but he was not done ... at all ....LOL ...Well here are some of the pics I took ....

Left Behind

I was listening to K-Love this morning and they started talking about this web site. Which you can pay forty dollars , and exactly 6 days after the rapture your loved ones that are left behind can receive a email from you ...... you could ask them to give their life to God ..... Or give them information to your bank account and give someone power of attorney or something like that. www.youvebeenleftbehind.com
There are six men all around the world and at least one of them logs in every day and they are all not sopposed to be here after the rapture so when one of them has not logged in .......they are saying it will be only cause of rapture...... then the emails will be sent out , sixs days after the rapture ..... I thought that was pretty interesting......

God

I am loved

I am adopted by you

Your love overflows

I am in great peace

I surrender all to you

I am set free

From bondage

Not to fear

To find peace in unstabilty

To be close to you in

Body

Mind

and Spirit

I love you

I want you

I draw near to you

To feel you

Love You

Spend time with you

To walk beside you

Your freedom is relieving

Your freedom Gives my spirit Rest

Your freedom gives me Love

In you I am in aawwww Lord

I was just up really late writing some thoughts down there is alot going on in

my spirit right now

I am not lost I am found and free

I feel great joy and peace

I love God so much

I feel like a child just wanting to hear and learn so much even when you have

heard it once before

It all means something different now

Will you pray for me ...........

Just that i can grow to be Wise in the lord

To hear him to

Bell

So i thought i would share this.......Val told me about a baby duck club .......and today i saw this little bird at wal mart thinking i could put her in the club..Turns out it is a chicken.....So much for me joining the baby duck club....i named her Bell anyway.